Recently, I spent a couple of hours with Maine Public Radio interviewing veterans at our two programs for homeless veterans in Saco and Biddeford. We have a saying that our goal is to help bring our veterans “All The Way Home™” and that really hit home with me listening to the veterans’ stories.
This was not an easy experience, but I would not have traded it for anything. One of the veterans, who has been with the Huot House the longest (about a year), was on the USS Cole when it was blown up by terrorists in the Gulf almost 11 years ago. The other is our newest veteran. He tried to kill himself by drinking himself to death. He has a strong belief in God and did not want to commit suicide so he could go to heaven. How could we have gone so wrong as a country to let these veterans down? Thank God for our teams at both houses who have helped begin to turn these lives around with their kindness, their compassion and their deep love for those in need. The veterans’ courage and determination is also a huge factor in their own success.
The other day, I was shocked by this quote and statistic from NPR News: “by 2009, while the United States was engaged in two separate wars, more soldiers died from suicide, drugs and alcohol than died by the hand of the enemy.” After today, unfortunately, I find that easy to believe.
Imagine yourself at age 22…standing at your bunk on the USS Cole…and you are blown into the air by an explosion. “Joe” landed on his feet and immediately ran up to the deck to see what had happened. Since they were in port for fueling, he thought that was what must have caused the explosion. As he reached the floor below the main deck, he opened the door to the stairway. To his surprise, he looked down and saw water. Two terrorists had set off explosives on their raft and blown a huge hole in the Cole’s hull. He turned around and went downstairs to see how he could help with the wounded and to stop the flow of water rushing into the ship.
“At this time, one’s training just takes over. While recovering from the effects of the blast, the crew was busy doing their duty to save their family members (that’s what veterans call each other) and their ship. We were not going to let the ship sink. She was too well built and we were a great crew.” They saved the ship. Unfortunately, 17 sailors were not as lucky…and the 18th sailor recently died in his sleep from related anxiety. More than 30 sailors were injured. Joe was in the midst of this carnage as they struggled to regain control of the Cole.
Joe stayed with the ship, which could not move as a result of the damage. It was later hauled back to the United States for repair. Joe went on to another ship and used his experience from this tragic event to help his new family develop a plan to address a similar disaster, should it happen in the future. Lucky for the crew, they had the plan because they ended up using it shortly after it was implemented. “I was really proud that I could help and make a difference,” Joe said.
After four years, Joe left the Navy. He moved to Maine with his wife and family and took a job at the Kittery Shipyard. However, he really never fully returned home. Thoughts about his experience on the Cole surfaced every day. Some were worse than others. During the interview, he said, “I keep asking myself why was I saved and others died?” I didn’t have an answer and nobody could give one to me. I couldn’t shake this and other thoughts from my mind. After Joe’s project was completed at the yard, he was let go. Now without a job and constantly reliving his experience on the Cole, his marriage soon fell apart. His wife had a place to stay with her family who lived locally. Joe had nowhere to go…no friends or family in Maine. “I was determined that I wasn’t going to be homeless. One way or another I would find a place to stay. I was very fortunate to find the Huot House.”
When you talk with all of the veterans at the Huot House, they tell you how important it is to be surrounded by other veterans. Joe said, “It is a huge part of the healing process. People here understand. Nobody understands what we have been through except another veteran. They have been there too.” The Huot team worked with Joe to put together a plan that was designed to use his strengths and the appropriate resources to help bring him “All The Way Home”.
“They help coordinate my care and are always there to help. I still address my past every day…but it is getting better. I have learned a lot about myself and can see hope for the future. It is still difficult for me to talk about this as you can tell. What I find amazing is that there are people who have not heard about the Cole and those who gave their lives to help keep us free. What were they doing that day?”
I told Joe how lucky we were to be able to do this work. I also said how proud I was of our executive team and a local bank who would not give up on this project. Their courage and conviction and a lot of generosity from individuals and groups made this program possible. I kept hearing “It is just the right thing to do!” And, after today, there is no question in my mind about that. As the interview finished, I stood up and shook Joe’s hand. We looked each other in the eye and it took everything I had to keep tears out of mine. At the same time I was beaming inside. The team here had made a huge difference. Everyone who helped make this project a reality has made a difference.
I heard Steve Jobs tell Sanford graduates that “I look in the mirror every morning and ask myself, ‘do I love what I am going to be doing today?’ He followed by saying, “If not, I need to get a different job.” How can you not love what you are doing when you change lives as we do? Congratulations to everyone involved in this project. I was deeply moved and could not be prouder to be part of this very unique organization. Welcome Home Joe!
– By Glenn Michaels, Director of Marketing, Communications and Community Engagement for Volunteers of America Northern New England
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